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Y U SO PHET by AlexBluez
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Y U SO PHET :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 60 14
Big Boobie Snu Snu by AlexBluez
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Sketch Dump 2016 by AlexBluez
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Gotta contain the boobies by AlexBluez
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Gotta contain the boobies :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 77 24
If I don't sleep regularly... by AlexBluez
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If I don't sleep regularly... :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 55 13
More Doggo by AlexBluez More Doggo :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 53 13 All that winter weight went straight to her hips by AlexBluez All that winter weight went straight to her hips :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 111 23 Mamma Doggo Bust by AlexBluez
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[Sketch Commission] Verryxia - babyshadowlol by AlexBluez
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For a special friend by AlexBluez For a special friend :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 23 4 DAMMIT WHAT DID I DO??? by AlexBluez
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DAMMIT WHAT DID I DO??? :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 101 27
Boobs are Back by AlexBluez Boobs are Back :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 97 16 [Raffle Contest: Win a Date] And the winner is... by AlexBluez [Raffle Contest: Win a Date] And the winner is... :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 5 42 Birthday Gift by Qzarloid by AlexBluez Birthday Gift by Qzarloid :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 45 11 Do you like my swimsuit? by AlexBluez Do you like my swimsuit? :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 120 41 Fatty fat fat by AlexBluez Fatty fat fat :iconalexbluez:AlexBluez 102 24

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[GIFT] Alex on the Beach by Spocky87
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[GIFT] Alex on the Beach :iconspocky87:Spocky87 65 13
C- Kale and Alexandra by FENNEKlNS C- Kale and Alexandra :iconfenneklns:FENNEKlNS 179 27 primarina by marucoboolo primarina :iconmarucoboolo:marucoboolo 31 2 COM-DEZ the Quirky Foxy Mom~ by Rexcalibur25 COM-DEZ the Quirky Foxy Mom~ :iconrexcalibur25:Rexcalibur25 89 4 Super-Sized Alexis (Gift for AlexBluez) by JacobTheDragon Super-Sized Alexis (Gift for AlexBluez) :iconjacobthedragon:JacobTheDragon 28 11 Alexbluez by TheBMeister Alexbluez :iconthebmeister:TheBMeister 41 27 Alexis Colheart in her favoret swimsuit by VedranR Alexis Colheart in her favoret swimsuit :iconvedranr:VedranR 21 2 [Girt] - Happy Birthday Alexbluez by Kaithunderstone75 [Girt] - Happy Birthday Alexbluez :iconkaithunderstone75:Kaithunderstone75 14 2 AlexBluez Giftart by Chrisstiger AlexBluez Giftart :iconchrisstiger:Chrisstiger 5 8 Mayternity: Alexis by Barn-flakes
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Mayternity: Alexis :iconbarn-flakes:Barn-flakes 81 14
Birthday - Dragonmaid (Alex-Aquatic) by Crescent-Blue-Zero Birthday - Dragonmaid (Alex-Aquatic) :iconcrescent-blue-zero:Crescent-Blue-Zero 19 2 Light the Way by CollinScorpio
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Light the Way :iconcollinscorpio:CollinScorpio 89 17
Gira's Bathing Suit by Kaithunderstone75 Gira's Bathing Suit :iconkaithunderstone75:Kaithunderstone75 9 6 [Base] Pleasurable Fullfillness by Kaithunderstone75 [Base] Pleasurable Fullfillness :iconkaithunderstone75:Kaithunderstone75 18 9 Teacher Delphox by Diives Teacher Delphox :icondiives:Diives 723 65 Esperia Photoshoot by Grim-Owl
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... it's because I've become incredibly unhappy with my life in general, which results in feeling more tired than I should be and unmotivated with art even tho I try to work on that. I find myself laying in bed more than anything else, be it physically exhausted or escaping reality in my sleep.

I guess it's an influence from being constantly depended on but hardly appreciated by those around me. I honestly don't feel like I'm being treated appropriately despite my efforts and not get any recognition for it. Even I'm human enough to have limited tolerance, my patience would run dry eventually the more I'm neglected/treated like a dick for so long. Truth is, I feel rather miserable and useless now compared to how I once was, all I'm good for now is cleaning people's crap and cooking nowadays when I can't even focus on my art most of the time because of people's selfishness. Why I draw my OC most of the time is for practice and gain a bit of confidence in myself (also lack the money to commission), rather than drawing crap for others if I'm that half-hearted in my own drawing. I don't want people to commission me if my heart lacks the passion for it, that's not what I want if I'm to be called an artist, my pride wouldn't allow it.

Some of you may see me as someone quiet, shy, and occasionally cheerful in person. But really, I'm naturally shy and timid in person, most of my positives is just a facade to hide my unexplainable sadness deep down. I distant myself from most people out of fear and distrust from personal experience, hence why I tend to be picky on whom I'm friends with. I do get uncomfortable if I have a lot of people in my contact list, with them just adding and not making much effort to talk or them constantly bothering me every day over stuff I hardly care about.

In reality, I don't have anyone I can call a "friend" anymore, most of them used me for their own selfishness which resulted to who I am now. There were times when I wish I'd stop breathing when I'm in bed and wish the sadness I've endured all these years were all just a dream, but that's just wishful thinking. I'm not as crazy as my older sister who can't live without a guy in her life and doesn't shut up about it, but I do wish there's someone who could fill the void I'm feeling for a long time now. I've never been in a relationship before so I can't relate to anyone who already has a partner or used to have one, but I suppose not being in a relationship has it's own benefits in some way.

I hope this clears up my personal background and what I'm like as a person for those who wants to know me a little better. I'm sorry for ranting so much though ^u^;

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I'm just a shy artist who has big dreams in life.

Don't really have much of self-esteem in myself, but I never learn to give up in art :3

Please be aware that I may post/retweet some... indecent stuff to most people. Thought I'd warn you first before you start diving in to stuff you may not like ^^;

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Gonna start being wary with people in Steam now, really lack the capacity to deal with their dramas and bullcrap too much. Friends I met elsewhere is okay, but 90% of strangers in Steam are just... complete weirdos to me so please understand my hostile behavior ^u^;
I know I sound rather mean, but... reposting other people's work or at least colored in their linework is just showing off for attention, even if they do have permission for it. It just bugs me to the point that they don't deserve that praise if they want to call themselves artists *shrugs*
Follow your own path not influenced by others but your own, because no one can help you but yourself.

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Richardpul2 Featured By Owner May 30, 2017
is your internet fixed yet?
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JacobTheDragon Featured By Owner May 16, 2017   Traditional Artist
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BlazinFlizard Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy bday Alex, hope you had a great day :D ^^!!! :icondragonglomp: :cake: :party:
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artistafrustrado Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
SpotlightSpotlightSpotlight:happybounce:Happy Birthday/Feliz cumpleaños! Awesome dood!! Glomp!AirborneHigh-five! I hope you're having a really awesome day, a wonderful week & an even better year! Party:party::iconcakeplz:birthday cake Birthday cake  icon :happy birthday: Birthday Glomp emoticon Dance!:happybounce:SpotlightSpotlightSpotlight



OMG MOAR POEMS! Might all your endeavors & projects go smoothly Hug Headbang! 
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KonaMeerkatCafe Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! o-o been forever!
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TechTalkPony Featured By Owner May 11, 2017
Happy Birthday! ᵔ.ᵔ

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JacobTheDragon Featured By Owner May 11, 2017   Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday Alex! :icondragonhug:

I hope you don't mind if your birthday gift is late.
I have a lot going on right now, and my senior year is almost over.
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hungry20 Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Student Artist
happy birthday alex
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Bio-Omega Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Hobbyist
happy birthday :3
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Deliveredmean42 Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Well, then. Happy birthday :3
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